Ever, since i started college, community. I was stoked and excited about being in school. This college that i am talking about people. Everything excites me. I still have a couple weeks away to start school again. and school shopping too. Ever since i was kid i have always get excited about school. just not the bullying that has happened to me in the past. I am just so thankful that painful is behind me, but its something that you don't get over with. I have been named call and teased and pushed around. Every day i would come home crying to my mom, and when my sister niki and my brother Eric hear about what happen to me, they would run out the door, and track down those mean kids.
You know what its a good thing that i have siblings that cares and protects me, when we were just kids ourselves.
Even through high school too, I have tried to accompany some of the events at school. Like the choir, We would take field trips to sing at the mall, or other schools for the youngsters. And we would dress up too. Those were my favorite days.
I didn't have much friends in school. because no one really liked me and didn't want to hang out. Until i met my very first best friend, Natasha Geer. We have been best friends since we were 10 yrs old, look at us now we are now 37 yrs of age and we are still best friends. We keep in touch every once in awhile. We did lost touch for a long time, until i found her on facebook and myspace. I no longer have myspace anymore. I just loss interests with that social site. Facebook i love so much that i am always on it like 24/7. But then i decided that i didn't want to rely on fb as much as i used too.
Ok, i am rambling here. who cares. exactly. but this makes sense to me. Natasha and i live in different states now, I reside in Arizona, and she resides in New York. I was going to plan on visit her this summer now, But wasn't able to afford to go. But i will go and see her. and her kids too. Unfortunately i don't have kids right now. I would love to but it just hasn't happen to me. Yet. And that's another story.
Being in this phoenix community school college was the best move i ever made. I love this school. I have been asked if i wanted to transfer to another university school. but i said no, because i love it here. And i am here to stay. And get my associates in arts degree. I am about there t graduate too. I just need to past these two classes and i can graduate next yr. I have worked so hard, i even made the honor roll list just last semester, how exciting is that. My cousin Carrie is so proud of me. And told me i earned it, And you know what i did. and love every minute of it.
Here is one thing that is still the same, I don't have many friends here at my current school now, I still keep to myself. and go to my classes. And then i come home. and rest. And do it all over again. The next day. Well love you all so much... take care for now...
